97) It scares me how fast the days go by when i'm high on meth. theres no set day and night - it's just one loooooooooooong day until i come down and realize i've been awake for 4 or 5 days. it's crazy.
1001) Junkies are some of the most clever and resourceful motherfuckers out there. You put any two of them together, even if they’ve never met, and those bastards can come up with any number of ways to get their next fix. I am constantly amazed and astounded. We end up high, even though we started the night with nothing but lint and loose buttons in our pockets. And we always have plenty of cigarettes. What the fuck? I love this shit so much!!!
People stay addicts for life because once they’ve discovered their drug of choice, the realization that they will never achieve the same highs in their sober life, regardless of their actions, infiltrates their thoughts forever.
1871) you're only as weak as the drug addict next to you. you say you both wanna quit but all it takes is one person to say "i wanna use" for the other addict to give in. well.. from my experiences anyway.
241) i kept saying im not an addict.but the last four and a half years of my life have revolved around drugs.all of my boyfriends have been/are addicts.ive never stuck to one thing,but im always doing something..i do have more self control than most people i know,and i know i could be a lpt worse than i am..but its like,thats all thats goes down;drugs.going to get drugs,talking baout the last time we did drugs,making drugs,waiting for drugs,selling drugs,trying to find drugs,being on drugs,coming down off of drugs..drugs.i cant eat becasue i got too fucked up,i threw up for hours straight.now i cant hold anything down.even though im not anything,im dealing with a problem because i was on something..ive spent more time waitingfor/searching for drugs of al kinds in the past four years than ve down anything else..what the fuck..and its all thats going on around me.somebody is on something or doing something around me at all times.its making me lose my god damn mind.why do we have to do mushrooms before we go to the movies,why do we have to find coke before that concert,why cant things be fun while we're sober..its getting to be too much.